as IF he did NOT want me to even LOOK at what was below…

so …OF COURSE … I LOOKED at what was below. Hecate, confirming my OWN feelings (I’ve been praying to my “mistress moon” and including my “father oak” and of course, YOUR OWN pages show up there also. And your comment about how they “fast track”.

naturally I am taking a moment here.
to reflect on what I am doing.

http://www.theisticsatanism.com/rituals/psydevelop.html

right now. Your own page.

regarding JOS, and some (good/bad?) advice…

Quickly,
I “bumped” into a man who claims to have a relationship with a succubus. For my own reasons, which I’d be MORE than happy to discuss with you… (I may need the teaching/guidance. I would be interested in that also. if you have anything to say) In fact, I probably SHOULD discuss it / my approach to a “personal situation” that I wish to ‘influence’ in my favor.

The long and short of it is this. This man kept referencing the JOS web pages. And advising me to just ‘go There’ and read carefully and initiate the demon / relationship. He also advocated that Satan was the best “go between” for making my decision in WHICH demon or indeed in FINDING “the” demon that’d be BEST for me.

Sounds to me like very powerful and potentially scary stuff. Not wanting to DIVE in blind. I DO know that there is a preferred way to proceed with this. I slowed down and browsed the web. And eventually found YOUR own comments on the occult.

Just so you know MY OWN thoughts. A few days ago I had picked up a book on “psychic protection” and this was before I was even considering the satanistic approach.

Prior to this I certainly am NOT a “christian” but I am and have been spiritually oriented…

Now here a man that is rushing me (a bit) towards this activity. I HAVE been “practicing” a little bit. Last night at the full moon for instance I did not want to waste the “moment”… and slowly learning some fundamentals but I will admit I am a complete novice. Although I DO have a fair intuition and I think I am natually inclined and somewhat shamanistic since being a young man. I do trust my feelings on some things. (though I NEVER believed in sorcery or magic or any of it in my youth)

Now I accept that there is “more” to life. But I wanted to ask you…

about JOS
I’ve some some derrogotory comments about the site and the people. Like… it’s not the ‘hippest’ bunch of occultists out there. And your OWN comment about how they DO tend to rush people into demonic and spirit summonings before they are ready…resulting in “affects” that are undesired

I WOULD like to tell you the “problem” I have that I would like to influence…

and why I would even care to join. I DO wish a spiritual and powerful relationship. Even a highly sensual one. But
I know “nothing” in all reality except what my feelings have ALWAYS told me.

I assume you have access to my email address. If you could. please do write.

Before I impatiently DO SOMETHING that I may regret. Not that I am terribly terribly afraid… but

I just want to be smart about things.

thank you

I don’t know where to exactly go or look or even begin to find answers for my questions. The internet is my best shot and yet it has turned up information (but not the specifics I crave).

Since high school I’ve been a Theistic Satanist, but have never really belonged anywhere. I have struggled with religion my whole life – growing up in a Catholic home (with some strict relatives) and forced into Catholic schools. When I read “Paradise Lost” for the first time and truly read the Book of Genesis – I had a realization that truth, knowledge, and a sense of love came with Satan, not from God. I believe and feel that this path is right for me – but I need spiritual guidance. It really seemed that The Cathedral of the Black Goat was right for me – but now that it is a part of H.O.M.E., I feel like I am back to square one.
is there somewhere I can turn? A place to come together and be part of a community? Some good starting point? If it helps I am in the Boston area.

Thank you so much already for helping me open my eyes.
And Thank you again for having this thread and blog.

Sincerely,
Phil

-Would I be considered a Theistic Satanism because I believe in Satan?

-If I would want to worship Satan, how could I do this?

Thanks for your time and hope you can reply soon.

The article to which I was referring was linked in that comment:

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090520/ap_on_re_eu/eu_ireland_catholic_abuse

Thanks for your patience.

I too am interested to see how Benedict handles his Irish debacle, and especially to see if the meeting with him mentioned in the article you so kindly linked even takes place. Ireland is traditionally a source of religious vocations just as the USA is Catholicism’s ATM, so a failure to reconcile this division within his ranks quickly will mean some short-term damage to his ambitions.

Then again, it’s no accident why Christian laity is referred to as “sheep”, so the effects might be less permanent than I would prefer. The RCC here in the USA seems to have recovered mostly after a few years in spite of occasional flareups in the media.

Meanwhile, the recently increased emphasis by the Vatican on exorcism and (trumped up?) SRA cases might be viewed as damage control via distraction of the public from yet another chronic, systemic travesty perpetrated by the Church. Being identified so closely with the dominant culture confers an aura of credibility even when the underlying facts show the opposite. We could take a lesson.

Firstly, I want to thank you deeply for creating and continuing to run Theisticsatanism.com. That site has been an invaluable source of inspiration to me for over three years, now. Thank you.

Secondly, I was reading a bit of your commentary on literary Satanism (specifically from the article and those relating to “Satanism and the History of Wicca”) and a curious thought struck me. Sometimes in literature and folklore Satan is depicted firmly on the side of the common folk. What is interesting is stories where this occurs are invariably those told from the viewpoint of the average townsfolk. For instance, in a tale that bears a few similarities to the various myths of the Wild Hunt (unfortunately, I can no longer lay hands on the book that has this particular story, however the folk-tale was from the 1600’s), a lord of the castle takes to hunting down and killing peasants for sport. As he is pursuing his “game” through a dark and twisted forest, two riders join him. One is dressed all in silver mounted on a white horse with white hounds, the other is dressed all in black, with a black horse and black hounds. The one in white strives to get the lord to leave the hunt, and when he is rebuffed rides off in disgust. The one in black, who is revealed to be Satan, laughs and remarks, “well then, let us make a proper hunt of it!”. Satan throws the lord from his horse, and proceeds to hunt him down and kill him. The peasant who was fleeing for his life is incredibly relieved, and returns to the town to spread the good news that they will no longer be threatened by the bloodthirsty noble.

In a similar note, the poet Robert Burns wrote “The Deil’s Awa Wi’ Th’ Exciseman” (late 1700’s) wherein the Devil shows up and proceeds to dance away with the tax-collector. In response, the villagers throw a party;

“We’ll mak our maut, and we’ll brew our drink,
We’ll laugh, sing, and rejoice, man,
And monie braw thanks to the meikle black Deil,
That danc’d awa wi’ th’ Exciseman!”

Thirdly, have you read anything about this (http://www.childabusecommission.com/rpt/) yet? It’s a 2600 page report on horrifying child abuse in Irish Catholic schools. There is a plethora of online news articles covering it. For instance; http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20090520/ap_on_re_eu/eu_ireland_catholic_abuse

Whew, didn’t mean to get so long-winded, my apologies. Please keep your site and blogs alive!

Best wishes,
-M

Regards,

Dana

Thanks for visiting my blog. I did indeed contribute to your Yahoo groups when they were still active (some of my webpage articles are adaptations of material I posted there), and I admired the tone you were able to maintain in those groups, by dint of judicious moderation and intelligent discourse on almost everyone’s part. I haven’t found anything else like it since.

Glad you’re back from hiatus, and looking forward to catching up on reading here.

Dana

I would suggest NOT posting your email address in a public forum. Doing so is an invitation to spammers. Hence I’ve removed it from your comment. (I get your email address automatically anyway, when you post a comment here, so you don’t have to give it to me in the body of your comment.)

Diane

1. Do you believe that satan is actually more powerful than God? If so why?

2. If the answer to question one is no, then why do you continue to worship him if you know your going to end up in hell?

You can write back [email address edited out by blog author Diane Vera] or just post it here